Thursday, May 16, 2013
And just like that...
Its been 15 weeks.
I want this back. I WANT MY LIFE BACK. I know I cant have it…but I’d give just about anything to have it back.
We used to feel like a family. We WERE a family. Now we just feel like a fractured, empty shell of one. It always- ALWAYS- feels like someone is missing. But that’s because someone is. Every “family” thing we do, every “family” picture we take…it feels like someone is screaming a reminder at me that something is wrong, someone is missing. But that’s because someone is.
At least if he was alive, I could see his face or hear his voice. I think anything would be better than this.