Thursday, January 30, 2014

And its almost one year...less than 24 hours and counting.

Tomorrow marks the day.

The day I have been dreading for some time.

Tomorrow is the one year anniversary of John's death.  He passed at 12:55 PM on 1/31/2013.

Today has not been easy.  I am worried about how hard tomorrow might be.

This all still feels like some crazy nightmare that I cant possibly be living through.  But I am.  And one year passed in the blink of an eye and things may be...different...but they surely are not easier.

I don't even know what to expect of tomorrow...this situation still sucks so bad. 

I just want my damn life back.