Tomorrow marks the day.
The day I have been dreading for some time.
Tomorrow is the one year anniversary of John's death. He passed at 12:55 PM on 1/31/2013.
Today has not been easy. I am worried about how hard tomorrow might be.
This all still feels like some crazy nightmare that I cant possibly be living through. But I am. And one year passed in the blink of an eye and things may be...different...but they surely are not easier.
I don't even know what to expect of tomorrow...this situation still sucks so bad.
I just want my damn life back.
